The last few weeks have been a bit stressful, the world has been just a lot. Being at home was unexpected and led to having rest I wasn’t expecting. Leaving me to be in my head a lot. Thinking about myself, the past, and just the stuff I tend to tuck away because I have so much going on. Without the rush of my trying to balance my busy life. I have taken the time to check in with the…
CW: Gaslighting, Abusive Phrases Every night, I write a sort of rambling journal to Sir in order to clear my head. A message right before saying goodnight to get things out. Thoughts I might have. Goals that I want to accomplish. Things that I am proud that I did that day. It is always different depending on my headspace. One night, in particular, I had a very deep bit of thought. One that I felt I needed to share. Because…
CW: This whole post will contain talk about abuse and trauma. While I have written in the past about healing from non-sexual trauma in the past. I have only written about dealing with sexual trauma tangentially. While I was at Woodhull, I had the pleasure to attend Using Sex Toys as a Tool to Heal From Trauma run by Sarah B Holl from Formidable Femme. It was one of many I was looking forward to. Healing sexually has been the most recent focus for me….